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15 April 2007 @ 11:16 pm
Just Facing The Facts  

I'm not exactly sure what it is that I want to say here. I wish there were another venue/avenue for me to vent other than this. I wish I wasn't so completely miserable. I wish I wasn't able to see things so clearly, in part, because I can tell when people are fake and I'm just wasting my time. I'd really rather not waste my time. I'd rather find something to do to pass the time like read a good book, play video games, spend quality time with genuine people, kick back and relax, or kick back and relax/get hyped up listening to good music, watching anime, soaking up the intelligence genius and wisdom from another person that showers me with it by means of the media and the like. Doing things that are actually worthwhile to me as opposed to getting retarded phone calls, spending a lot of my time doing absolutely nothing, fighting over dumb things and all the rest of that. I just wish things appeared to be as worthwhile as the previously listed. It's just ridiculous. Sometimes I wish I didn't fear Hell so much just so I could lay down and die. Lord of the Rings really made it seem that much greater.

Pippin: I didn't think it would end this way.
Gandalf: End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path... One that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass... And then you see it.
Pippin: What? Gandalf?... See what?
Gandalf: White shores... and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise.
Pippin: [smiling] Well, that isn't so bad.
Gandalf: [softly] No... No it isn't.

Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: Adema - Trust/CooRie - Anata To Iu Jikan